new day........

WOW I never realized how much things bother me guess Im made that way.Life goes on nothing stays the same and.....well I guess the past is just that the past.Best to be left there I guess.Christine is doing well with her pregnancy which is awesome.Im so happy for her and excited about her little one.Jb and cody are happy and healthy and well me I have nothing to complain about.I need to get my llife together and it starts today.No more complaining and no more excuses.I wanna own a home no more renting and I want it done the way I like.....light gravel walls and white painted furniture and black accents and...pink lol.I also wanna go to school for cna which needs to also happen.I wanna wanna wanna and I guess since life goes on mine needs to Ive been on pause for too long.Happy easter everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope everyones easter "vaca" is wonderful.Im here .....no vaca yet but hopefully coming soon.Me and my kids headed to the mountains or chimney rock.Life is too beautiful to sit around waiting on life its time  for me to make memories ...photos....live .....and love.Life is good and im gonna enjoy every second of it.For those that choose to be a part ...welcome ....for those who were.....I probably miss you.....lol......and for those who couldve.......well that sucks......and for those who will............welcome to my crazy life.